Thursday august 6 2020
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slowly getting used to something 
that I know that I am going to
have to give up again
and that I will be back to where
I started.
isn't that always the way.

​good morning
when it comes down to trying to figure out what it is that I am trying to say, it seems that I do not have a clue as to what it is that I am trying to say until after I have said it. Even then I am still not sure. I hope that you are well and I will be hearing from you soon.
so it goes. press on regardless.
faithfully yours,
lee

Thursday, July 23, 2020
100
after so many days away
I find myself needing to get back into the saddle
and I find myself afraid
that I might have lost my edge
and that I might not be able to get it back
I hope that this is the beginning
of finding out

good morning,

I am finding myself getting more frustrated then what I need to be because I know that getting back to where I was if there is getting back to where I was is something that is going to happen, is going to take longer than what I am imagining and I am starting to get frustrated over the whole thing. I just have to keep telling myself that it is just going to take time. I find myself feeling like the man that prays for patients. Lord, grant me patients and give it to me now. I don't think that it works that way. I hope that you are well and that I will be hearing from you soon. It is all good.

faithfully yours,

lee

 
there are times, even now, when the need for sleep overwhelms the the needs of everything else,

good morning
we often search for just the right combination of words
but it simply does not make any sense
and the world still turns
seeing nothing new that might be under the sun.
sometimes the old ways
still might be the best.
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 
Faithfully Yours,
 
Lee
 
www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com

Good morning.
there are times when I wonder why I bother with all of this because I wonder whether or not any of these things are being read and whether or not they are having any effect or just something that is read once and thrown away. one never really knows about all of these things. I have no way of knowing unless I am hearing from you directly with your comments. I guess that it is all good and is getting better all of the time.
the days come and the days go and there is nothing else left to do but to pray about the whole thing and hope for the best because God is still in control.
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 
Faithfully Yours,
 
Lee
 
www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com
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Thursday, May 14, 2020
 
looking for words
but coming up empty
sometimes 
coffee and cigarettes
help the cause
but sometimes 
like now
that doesn't help either
so the only thing left to do
is to just keep on trying

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I am trapped in a bad horror fil named the corona virus  amd I can't get out.