Good Morning Everyone,

I am just wondering now, as I often do, why it is that I do what I do, and dream what it is that I dream. Wishing that all of this will finally come true for someone like me, but it just seems that it is just one of those things that just might never come true, and at some level, I know that all of the things that I want to get accomplished with whatever time that God, in His wisdom will see fit to give me, or that if I even get close to all of the things that I would like to be able to do, it will never come close to all of the things that I thought that it would be, but still, after all is said and done, it keeps me from thinking about what it is that I have to do every day just to try and keep body and soul together for one mor hour, one more day.

As much as I may hate it, I still have to get up and get out and just keep grinding all of this out, day after day, whatever it is that I am doing, in the hope that one of these days it will all be worth the effort. Though there are times when I really do wonder. It all just comes and goes and the only thing that I can do is just try and find a way to just make it all happen, but there are just some things that are simply out of my control. The difference is just knowing the difference between what we can control and what we cannot, and that can take a lifetime to try and figure out.

It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​It’s Just A Thought.

It’s just a thought, but there are times when the only thing left to do is to just try and live. a simple life. Sometimes I wonder if even that just might be asking just a little to much. It’s just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless.

​Yes, but what does it mean

there are times when we think that the only thing that we can do
is simply ask questions that we know that have no answers
but we ask them anyway
know that can have some peace
at least for a few moments,
knowing that in the whole scheme of things
the best that can be done
is just to take one more hour
one more day
one more moment
to try and understand 
that even with the best of intentions
and the humblest of spirits
that there will be nothing that we can do
other then to take what it is that we have been given
and know that the rest of it will work out
it may not always be what we thought that it would be
or the way that we would have planned it
but what else is there that we can do
that we can see
that we can hope for

​Wednesday, July 11, 2018

wishful thinking only becomes a problem
when it is the only thing that we can think about
at the cost of everything else
but at other times
wishes can be the only thing that is worth thinking about 
talking about 
working toward
that they are the only things that we might have left
that we can call our own
or at least make our circumstances just a little more bearable 

Good Morning Everyone,

Sometimes life is good. Sometimes life is bad. Sometimes life puts you somewhere in the middle, and it is hard to know what to do. So you just go with it, and see what the rest of the day will bring.

It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​it’s just a thought

It’s just a thought, but there are still times when London, Paris, Rome. They are still options, but with each passing day, the odds  of all of the coming true, seem to be getting further and further away. Maybe I should start thinking of other options. Maybe not. It’s just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless.

​holding onto my dreams

holding on to my dreams
knowing that I just might have had to let them go years ago
that London
Paris
Rome
are simply out of the question for someone other then myself
but I hold onto them anyway
knowing that they are the only things that makes my life bearable 
and that there is nothing worse
then a dream that has to be let go
and replaced with a reality that is much to hard to bare

​Wednesday July 4 2018

I am writing as fast as I can
but there are times when I am not feeling all that free
or that I am not being taken all that seriously
maybe I am just being paranoid,
or simply taking all of this much to seriously
but there are times when I feel as if there are those
who take me to be little more then just a clown
someone they look to for some sort of levity 
but it always seems to me at the wrong time
or in the wrong place
or when I am trying to do something a little more serious
but it never really turns out the way that I had it planned
and that the only thing that I am going to be able to do
is to just keep it all moving
with the understanding
that I am the one that will end up having the last laugh after all

Good Morning Everyone,

Right now I am feeling so very up against it all, that the only thing that the only thing kleft to do is to just do what I need is a pile of things that seem to never get done, but you  to do it all. So this is going to be a short night, because a lot do about nothing.

It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​It’s just a thought

there have been times when the best thing that I can do now is simply get a good nights sleep, or at least try and get one, and tonight is the first time in months that I may actual be able to get moe then a couple of hours. It’s just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless.