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Mom and Dad.
Mom and dad, you know more than I ever will, but at the moment when I was twelve, I didn’t think that you knew anything, You didn’t know anything, other than how to be my mom and dad. You didn’t have a life before all of this, you were too busy getting ready to be my mom and dad, at least that was what I thought when I was twelve. Who knew that it would have turned out like this? The dreams that you had for me. The dreams that you had for yourselves. The dreams that I had for myself, but you knew more than I could ever learn. Each of you now is little more than a box of dried sticks. The two of you were far wiser than what I was willing to admit to, Even now, there are things that I should have said or done to try and make you proud. Marching through these days and nights. Believing in my heart that neither one of you is really dead, but you have just gone away. That the two of you managed to live. That you all have the answers now. Trying to keep up with it all. Will I ever be happy or be happy again. I find myself wishing that all of this was a mistake. I sometimes find myself wishing that I had never been born. Scratching words across pieces of dead trees. Trying to throw me into something, anything that would help me forget. Waiting for something that I know that I will never find. Looking forward to the resurrection, and the life of the world to come. Thursday, February 18, 2021
trying to be brief in a world filled with words and knowing that I may never get to say all of the things that I need or may want to say either way the world still turns the rain still falls and we are left wondering what will become of the lost the lonely and the losers what will become of those who are still looking for love in the latter years of there lives. good morning,
sometimes, the best thing to say is nothing, at other times the best thing to do is to keep it brief. at other times, it is hard to know what to do. so it goes. press on regardless. faithfully yours, lee Wednesday, February 17, 2021
living through days filled with wishful thinking searching for a love that I know that I will never find but I keep on looking for that certain someone to reach for in the night the afternoon dreaming praying knowing that it will come true even now. good morning,
trying to make the best of a situation that is not bad, but is not the way that I would have planned my life. all that I can do right now is just take one day at a time just like everyone else. There are those who seem to live somewhere else other than just where they are at. assuming that makes any sense. so it goes. press on regardless. faithfully yours, lee Thursday, February 4, 2021
keep it simple keep it under control keep it the way that it should be quiet uneventful and a happy heart will follow. Good morning,
Sometimes it is all good. Sometimes it is all bad. Sometimes it happens all at once, and the only thing that I can and do is just breathe, and get through the rest of the day, which can be the best victory of all. So it goes, Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee Thursday, January 7, 2021
we know what we want to know believe what we want to believe hear what we want to hear regardless of what the truth is |
Lee Sandro
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