The only thing that I can say right now is that after all is said and done, I am just going to have to get through one more day before my day off, and that the best that I am going to be able to do right now is just deal with it all.
This business of having to go out and work at a real job, is just getting to be way to much of a drag, but there is such a thing as eating and sleeping in a bed. It would be nice if I were able to come into enough money to be able to quit my real job and be able to devote myself full time to my writing, in whatever form that is taking, but it just seems to me that is not going to happen any time soon, so I guess that this is going to have to do.
I am not liking it, I am not liking it at all, but it is what I have to do, for better or worse. Hitting the lottery would be nice, but I think that I have a better chance of getting struck by lightening on a clear day.
So it goes. Press on regardless.