silent screams and other musings - so it goes. press on regardless.

tuesday august 4 2020

8/4/2020

Tuesday, August 4, 2020

living in the hope of love and wisdom
knowing that both are out there somewhere
and the wait would have been worth it all.
given into everything
nothing,
and all of the other things that need to be attended to
believed in
or otherwise worked out.

the dawn patrol

8/4/2020

good morning
well, with any luck, this stress test will be over with tomorrow and I will be able to move on with the rest of my life. all that I can do is just pray about the whole thing. I pray that all of you are well and that I will be hearing from you soon.
so it goes. press on regardless.
faithfully yours,
lee

tuesday july 28 2020

7/28/2020

Tuesday, July 28, 2020
There have been times,
When I have found myself wondering
Whether or not that there is anything resembling absolute truth
Until God comes along and smacks me in the head
And says
Haven’t you learned anything yet?
The one thing that I have learned
Is that there are times when I sure can be stupid.

the dawn patrol

7/28/2020

Good morning,
Well here I am trying to make the best time that I have hope that I have. The only thing I can hope for right now is that one of these days it will all work out just the way that I had it planned. Of course, if that ever happened. I don't think my heart would be able to stand the shock and I would end up back in the hospital. In the meantime, I just do what I can trust God for the rest, but sometimes I wonder if God really listening to me. One thing I am sure though is that it beats the alternative, alternative being not trusting it all and that is not a good thing. In the meantime, I just keep plugging along with hope that I am doing at an impact someone else's life. That it will be an example of what to do or how not to do it.
I like to believe that, but there are times when I have my doubts about that. Just another way of saying it would be, this is an example of what not to do. It's all good though. It's been so the past few days that I find myself getting winded walking around, my room. Not that my room is all that big. So I do what I can hope for the best. I still haven't been able to figure out what the best is, I just hope that I'll know it when I see it.
I have keep reminding myself of what they because under normal circumstances, it can be difficult for me to track of my days. Now that I have found myself with his extra time on my hands, it gets to be difficult. I suppose of the things in life, I hope that I don't see it.

the dawn patrol

7/21/2020

good morning,

the stress test went well. this old heart of mine is still beating. so it is on to the next thing that I have to do. I hope that all is well and that I will be hearing from you soon.

Yours lee

the dawn ptrol

6/24/2020

good morning
when hearts are broken
there is only one thing left to do
pray
and wait upon the Lord
everything else we use
to fill time.

the dawn patrol

6/16/2020

good morning
it's all good. it's all bad. it is all whatever that we want it to be. in the ed, the only thing left to do is to just keep on dreaming. the rest of it is out of my hands.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com

the dawn patrol

6/10/2020

good morning,
looking for something new within the old
searching for the past
in the name of progress
and the world still turns
So it goes.
Press on regardless.

The dawn patrol

6/2/2020

Heavenly Father,
Once again I come before you in Christ's name seeking your protection and intersession on behalf of the United States. First with the covid 19 and all that we are still dealing with in regards to that, but now we are faced with violence over the death of George Floyd at the hands of four policemen in Minnesota. We need to react not in anger, but in prayer and in peaceful gathering to make our grievance know. I am reminded of the example that out Lord set.51 And behold, one of those who were with Jesus [c]reached and drew out his sword, and struck the slave of the high priest and [d]cut off his ear. 52 Then Jesus *said to him, “Put your sword back into its place; for all those who take up the sword shall perish by the sword. 53 Or do you think that I cannot appeal to My Father, and He will at once put at My disposal more than twelve [e]legions of angels? 54 How then will the Scriptures be fulfilled, which say that it must happen this way?”
55 At that time Jesus said to the crowds, “Have you come out with swords and clubs to arrest Me as you would against a robber? Every day I used to sit in the temple teaching and you did not seize Me. 56 But all this has taken place to fulfill the Scriptures of the prophets.” Then all the disciples left Him and fled.
Grant in me OH! Lord a more Christ like attitude toward my enemies.
Pour out your Holy spirit upon this dry and thirsty land. That you may use this time to your glory. to bring all of those who you will bring to you. That all of our churches may be packed down, filled up and over flowing in those places where your word is being preached by those who have been called to preach your word.
I pray also for our religious as well as political, leaders, that they will act in the way that you will have them react, and do all of things that they need to be doing, as if they were indeed doing them unto you. I pray all of this in the name of the Risen Christ. Amen.
Thank you for lettering me ramble. If you are so moved, please feel free to share.

for your consideration

5/26/2020

Tuesday, May 24, 2020
even when it is bad
it is still good
because if we let it get bad
it may not get worse
but that is the way that

the smart money is betting

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com