Tuesday September 10 2019

I have found
that at some of the worst times of my life
or what would appear to be the worst times of my life
is when I have written 
some of what I consider to be
some of the best things that I have ever written
but it is getting the rest of the world
to think the way that I am thinking about all of this
but I am not sure that is going to happen
not any time soon anyway

good morning,

it is all good, but there are times when I find myself getting so very frustrated with the way that my life is going. I know that there are just some things in life that are out of our control, and that there are some things we just have to learn to live with. it doesn't mean that we have to like it, but there are times when I see other people doing things and going place and are seemingly happy with there lives. of course this does not mean that they are are, but of you were to just go by the outward appearance, then the world seems to be passing me by, and there is no way that I am going to be able to catch up with it. so every day it seems that I am getting further and further left behind, and that the only thing left for me to do is to just deal with where I am at the moment. 
now you may be saying, if you do not like where you are at, than change it. well it is not always that easy, when some of the changes that you want require more than you have ever had in your whole life. it is sad but true, that in this life anyway, it all comes down to the money.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

Tuesday September 3 2019

what we often worry about the most
usually never happens
and when it does happen
it is never as bad as we would have believed
but we some how managed to convince ourselves
that it has gotten worse
now why is that?

good morning,

this will be brief, because there is another early start and the only thing that I can say right now is that it is still a case of my sleep patterns still being screwed up, and I am not liking it at all. in the then end it is just another thing that I have to deal with. it is something that I do not have to like, but it is something that I have to deal with. in the end though, it is still good. I hope that you are well and that I will be hearing from you soon.

Monday August 26 2019

when words fail
we become
what we fear

good morning,

as of this writing, I am finding getting this whole writing thing back into gear, and I hope to be getting it back. I do not know what it is that would do with myself if this does not come back, because I do not know what it is that I would do with myself if I were unable to write. things will get better, I know that they will.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

saturday, august 10 2019

it is never easy
when we know 
that change is 
coming
and the world
that we once knew
comes to and end
and the future
at best
looks clouded
and a little scary
but there us always change
for better or worse
we just have to go where
it leads
and the hope for something better
than what it is
we are leaving behind
So it goes.
Press on regardless.

Good Morning,

well here I am again, trying to keep all of this going in the hope that I will have something good to say about the whole thing, whatever the whole thing is. In the meantime, I find myself looking at a very long week ahead, which is not always a good thing. So I do what I can, knowing that I will be on vacation the following week. It is all good.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

Saturday, August 3, 2019    

we have all gone through
times in our lives
when there was sadness
that goes beyond words
that it is almost more
than we should be allowed
to bare
but we bare what we need
to bare
in the end
we will pass from the rain
into the sunlight
it is just a question of when

good morning everyone,

there are times in my life when things just seem so incredibly sad, because of the that life takes us and brings us to a place where we do not want to be, but to a place that life brings us to, and they are often two very different places. prayer brings answers, but not always the answers that we wanted or would have expected. I know that God, in His wisdom, always things to happen fort reasons that are often unknown us, but this is not always for our understanding, but God is still in control and nothing ever changes that. there are times when, no matter how much we pray and how much other people pray in situations like this, God seems to be remaining silent. maybe I am just not listening hard enough, but I am still waiting for God to speak.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee