​Good Morning Everyone,

I know that we all wish that we could go back and relive our lives again, if we were only able to do it again, knowing the things that we know now. Even if we were able to go back and live our lives again, knowing all of the things that we know now, would that mean that we would not make any mistakes, or that our lives would take on a whole new meaning, and that we just might end up in another place, another time another chance at wishing that we could be living our lives over again. Well the only thing left to do right now is to just keep on living the lives that we have, soing all of the things that we need to be doing. It may mean doing things that we hate to be doing, but know that we have to be doing, simply because that is what responsible adults do, or at the very least that is what we have been lead to believe that is what responsible adults are expected to do. I am not very sure what that means, but in the end, it is just about the best that I can come up with at the moment.

It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​It’s Just A Thought.

It’ just a thought, but when I a good time to speak what it is that you need to speak, and when is a good time not to speak what it is that you need to speak. This line can be so thin, that it simply may not be seen. It’s just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless.

​we can all use a little humility

we all know people in our lives
that can always use a little humility
meaning
that there are those amongst us 
who feel the need to tell us that they know it all
or that they think that they know it all
or that they feel the need to tell everyone of what it is that they have
or what it is that they are going to be doing
and that they feel no shame in letting everyone know it to
it is even then
that we need to realize
that a little humility can go along way
even when we are not in the best place that we think that we should be
or that we would like to be

​Saturday, July 14, 2018

quite early
I learned to believe that you can get along
by getting along
though I have not always been able to put it all that way
knowing that there are times
their will always be times
when the best any of us can do
is simply remain true to ourselves
our dreams
and that which we have been able to put our faith in
knowing all to well
that some day soon
all of this just might end
and that we have to start all over again
but at this point on my life
I am getting to be to old of a pony to have to start over
but there just might come a time when I just might not have a choice
but not now

​Good Sunday Morning,

Right now it is all good, but there is always room for improvement, but God is still good. I pray that you all had a blessed week, and please keep my friend Kevin Horn in your prayers. It is still good.

Praying that you have a blessed week. So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

Good Morning Everyone,

There are just some nights where I do not know where it is that I want to go with all of this, and that is something that I am finding very sad and ver frustrating at the same time. That there are just so many things that I want to say and there are so nay things that I want to do, and it just seems that with every passing day is one less day that I have to try and do all of these things, that are my to do list, at least as far as my writing is concerned, and it just seems that there is nothing that I can do except just keep on holding onto what I have, for better or worse. 

The days seem to pass without much change, even in the weather, but the only thing that keeps all of this bearable, is the fact, that at the end of the day, I have my writing, or in this case, my babbling, and that in all of this I can loose myself for a few minutes, or a few hours, depending upon how all of it is going.

I know that if I were able to do all of this full time, there would be times that I would be leaving my room, only on my terms, not because I had to do something so mundane as having to go out and work. Well that, if it is something that ever happens, I do hope that I had enough sense to take advantage of the extra time. I guess that is the reason that I play the lottery. Not so I do not have work, so that I can support my writing habit. Well it is what it is and nothing more. 

It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​it’s just a thought

it’s just a thought, but it is not enough just to get through the day. But how well that you do it, and that can go an awfully long way. It’s just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless.

​Friday, July 6, 2018

dreaming
that is all that I can do
it is all that I know to do
and I am wondering how it is all going to happen
and in the middle of it all
there is still the need to try and live some sort of a life
something fresh 
alive
filled with something other then the ordinary
the wisdom of time
and the flashes of laughter
what does it all mean
in the end 
does it really matter

Good Morning Everyone,

It is still true, that 7 am comes awfully early, so the only thing that I can do is to just deal with it, but it is no wonder why my sleep patterns are so screwed up, or one of the reasons why, simply because I am not on a regular work schedule, and that is by no means helping the cause. So I do what I do and know that some day it will all change for the better, I know that it will, it is just a question of when. In the meantime I just soldier on as best as I know how and trust God for the rest.

It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​It’s just a thought

It’s just a thought, but there are times when I have read something by Bukowski, who I just recently started to read again, and find myself wondering, how in the world the guy did it all, or at least what he was writing about. Where was it from? Well at this point I guess that it really does not matter where it was from, but the fact remains that it is still here, and people are still talking about it all, whether they agreed with it or not. I should be so that lucky, because in the end, sometimes luck is all that we have, and it has been my experience, that their has been times when it all seems to have run out, or almost run out, but the world still turns, and I still feel small against the whole thing of the universe, and of eternity. Praying for something better, but it hasn’t gotten here, yet.