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Good Morning Everyone,
This is not turning into a good day. Nothing that I want to talk about right at the moment. Feeling very bad about life and myself right now. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee
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its just a thought
it’s just a thought but no matter how bad that things seem to be it could always be worse. Its just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless. Trying to remember
trying to remember what is truly important and what it is that I need to let go believing in the past and in the future there are times when I think that it makes sense at other times, all that I want to be able to do is to forget everything that I ever new but something tells me that it does not always work that way though I sometimes wish that it would Tuesday, October 9, 2018
reading Anne Sexton I try to understand what it is that I cannot understand to believe what I cannot believe in to see what is not meant for me to see trying to get into something new to believe something new, to believe something new but it is still true, that I cannot get away from myself Good Morning Everyone,
There are times when I find myself having to push myself to do what I know must get done. This is nothing new I know this, but there are times when it just gets that much harder whenever I need to be doing. There are those I know that it just seems so damned easy for them that it just doesn’t seem fair, but life is not fair, and you do not know what it is that someone is going through, what there story is or what there current struggles are. I know all of this and believe it, but there are times when it all just seems so far out of reach that it doesn’t always seem believable. So I take a deep breath and I keep on going, knowing that there is sunshine in all of this twilight. That there is no such thing as total despair. There is always hope somewhere, we just have to be willing to look for it. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee It’s just a thought
It’s just a thought, but if is did not have to eat and to sleep and to hold down a job I think that my life would be just fine, but I am not sure that it all works out that way. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Tuesday, October 3, 2018
right now it is all good even though there are times when it seems that it isn’t so good but one must keep fighting the fight even though the fight never seems to end there are times when it seems that it is just beginning regardless of what else happens the world will still turn because God is still in control Good Morning Everyone,
There are times when getting motivated is one of the hardest things that any of us can do. There have been days in my life when just getting out of bed has been a major victory, as it often can be. On days like that, the rest of it is background music. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee Sunday, September 30, 2018
the search for love searching for wisdom a quiet life long walks soft music a hand to hold a place to rest no more wishful thinking just the moment that fades into another soft autumn afternoons golden sun light a gentle voice music it will some day be for me Good Morning Everyone,
Well this is going to be brief or as brief as I can make it at this point, simple because nine o’clock comes awfully early and I still have some other things that I need to be doing before I turn into a pumpkin. I am not looking forward to this week at all because my day off this week is Saturday, so it looks like another eleven days in a row between days off. Right now I am not the happy guy. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee Good Morning Everyone,
As with all things in life, both good and bad, it is back to work. I am not thrilled with the idea, but at the moment, I still have not figured out a way to start making money at all of this, so the best that I am going to be able to do right now is to just keep on doing what I need to be doing to get through the first day back, which is always the toughest. As for everything else, well that is just about everything else right at the moment. I am not leading a very exciting life right at the moment, but what else is there left to say right at the moment, other then what to do what I need to do. Someday though it will all get better, not that it is all that bad, but I would really like to be doing something other then what I am doing right now. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee Good Morning Everyone,
As of this writing, I am beginning to believe that I will never see the sun again. Of course, this would be my luck, I have a vacation week this coming week, so it looks like I will not be doing much as far as going out anywhere. In the meantime though, there is not going to be all that much that I am going to be able to do about the weather other than to complain about it. Well it is what it is and I can complain all that I want, but it isn’t going to change what is going to happen next as far as the weather is concerned. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee it’s just a thought
It’s just a thought, but what would the world be like if we all just let live and let live, and that we all just took the time to be ourselves and loved our neighbor as ourselves. I think that the world would be a lot better place, but I do not think that it all works out that way. It is a shame really, but what else is there, but to follow my own advice. It’s just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless. distant laughter
from somewhere in my past I can hear laughter from a time when my life was a lot less complicated and the truth was what your parents told you and the world did not exist past what you knew to be your world but time and circumstance has made me harder edgier the I would like to be then I ever thought that I could be and I am left asking myself as all of us have as all of us will where do the years go that it all slips away much to quickly and the world still turns Thursday, September 6, 2018
our days pass quickly as they always do but it seems that the best that we can hope for is to pocket some small memory a piece of time an idea wishful thinking believing that the best is yet to be Good Morning Everyone,
We can always find something to occupy our time, but there are times when the only thing that we have to do is to sit down and do whatever it is that needs to be done, even if it means doing something that we do not light like, like having to go out and work a real job, and pay bills, and take shit from your boss, and deal with noisy neighbors and a love life that is non existent. Hoping to find a way to live a quiet life. We are always going to have stress in our lives, there is simply no getting away from that, but a life filled with jazz and the classics. There is never going to be no drama at all, but enough just to let me know that I am still alive. That the world will still be turning, even without the drama. Well all of this sounds very nice, and it is something that I am always looking forward to, but in the end, even in the best of times, it always seems to be something that is always just out of reach, and when it gets to the point where I think that it is just within my grasp, it slips that much further away. So the only thing left to do is to just live in the moment, whatever the moment happens to be, in the hope that this will be just another step in the journey to where it is that I would like to be. Now it does not mean that I will ever get there, at least not in this life, not that I am planning on going anywhere anytime soon, but it just means that I am simply being the responsible adult. In being the responsible adult, often means doing things that we do not like or being in situations that we would rather not be in. Such is life, or at least this is what my life is right at the moment. There are times when I still think that it must be true. That for better or worse, that it all still comes down to the money. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee it’s just a thought
It’s just a thought, but there seems that most of my life I have spent reaching for something or someone that has always been just out of reach. That the best that I can hope for is that I will still be remembered, and not someone who is just an afterthought. Is this what I have been reduced to, a shallow man with shallow dreams that I know that will never come true, or even come close to coming true, but I still hold them, dear, ad to being something that I will find, and that I will be happy, just in doing something that will finally come close to what it is that I thought that it should be. A never-ending parade of thoughts, words, ideas, place that I want to go. Things that I want to see, things that I want to be. London. Paris. Rome. Just the idea of it is enough to take my breath away. Yet I dream for the moment and remember where I am at, and what it is that I am doing, knowing that even if it all does come true, the reality never does match the dream. I wonder why that is. So it goes. Press on regardless. days and nights filled with dread
days and nights filled with hope filled with dread love hate misunderstanding a truth that no one else seems to understand reaching for something or someone that is always just out of reach and I am left wondering why it is that I am still very unhappy Wednesday, August 28, 2018
still looking for those quiet moments when there is someone to share all of that with because there are times in my life when it never seems to work out that way and I am wondering what will happen next and there is always something that will happen next it’s just a thought
it’s just a thought, but there are times when we all take ourselves just a little too seriously, but if we do not, no one else will. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. in the end
in the end the only thing that any of us can do is simply be ourselves Thursday, August 23, 2018
poetry begins with a vague idea a few words and ends with hope and a prayer Good Morning Everyone,
I am still trying to figure out where it is that I want to go with all of this, but if I could figure that all out I think that I would either be making a lot of money, or try to figure out what it is that I am going to be doing with myself, now that I have figured it all out. Well, I do not think that I have to worry about that happening too soon, because I do not know of anyone that has it all figured out. There may be a couple who think that they have it all figured out, and they are the ones that I worry about because I do not think that it is possible to figure it all out, simply because being the creatures that we are, we are always changing, or at least fickle. It’s all good. So it goes. Press on regardless. Faithfully Yours, Lee www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com It’s Just A Thought.
It’s just a thought, but the only thing left to do right now is to just try and get some sleep. I have not been sleeping well, and that could be the reason why some of this stuff, at least at first, might be so cryptic. It’s just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless Thursday August 16 2018
in the end, the only thing left to do is to just keep it all moving in the hope that there will be some place to stop |
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