to become what I know that I can be.
thinking that all that I have to do is just work a little harder.
believe a little stronger.
pray a little longer.
write a little more.
to live for one more day.
one more hours,
to reach the perfection of my art.
trying to be thankful, even for the little things.
believing that my life is out there somewhere,
knowing that it is not part of my job,
but of my life.
thinking that it will finally be all true.
I am trying to remember what it was that I first wanted to say.