when i wonder why things happen the way that they happen.
the only thing that I have been able to come up with is,
things happen the way that they happen,
because they have to happen that way.
because God is still in control,
whether we believe that or not.
that we become who He wants us to be,
and not what we think of ourselves.
It is all good.
all that I can do right now is just pray about it.