yet I have known and met people in the course of my life, that no matter what it is that they do, or have done, they always manage to come out on top. now what's up with that?
at the same time, I cannot worry about, or control, what it is that other people do. all that I can do is worry about what I do and what I can control. the rest of it is out of my control, and is up to God to work out, which He always does. In His time not ours.
so the question still remains, this is the time of my life? well maybe it is, and I am just being dumb about the whole thing.
so it goes. press on regardless.