that it was all never going to end.
a clear horizon
and endless possibilities.
now it seems
that I am thinking about my own mortality,
not that I am planning on going anywhere any time soon,
but it just seems to be the way that it is.
taking joy in the small things,
the minor victories.
things before now,
that went almost unnoticed.
the simple things.
coffee with a friend,
the quiet hours.
the time just before the dawn,
when everything is new.
its taken me a long time to figure that out.
so be careful how you spend your time,
because once it is spent,
there is no earning anymore