There are times when I just find myself going through the motions, but isn't it true with most of the things that we do in life. how much thought do we really give to all of the things that we are doing. it is just what it is and nothing more.
I know that the only thing that I can say for myself is, that I do what I do, as much out of habit, then anything else. sometimes habits can be a good thing, and sometimes habits can be a bad thing. the only thing that I can do right now is just take one day at a time, like everyone else, and hope that after all is said and done, the best that I can hope for will be that I will end up doing something important, something worthwhile.
in the end, there are only two people that we have to answer to, God and ourselves. the rest is simply background music.
so it goes. press on regardless.