There will come a time, I pray that it will be soon, that I will be able to look back on this part of my life and know that it was a test, only some sort of a test, and that I have made it through with some sort of a passing grade. Until then, all of this is simply going to have to do.
In actuality though, there are still some things, if not most things that are out of our hands, and that the only thing that any of us can do is to just go along with it all, and hope that when we have to, that we make the right decision at the right time. That we say the right thing at the right time, and do the right thing at the right time. What else is there?
In the meantime, the only thing that I am going to be able to do is to just keep on living my life as best as I know how to live my life, given that this is the only one that I have and that there is going to be no one who is going to be able to live it for me, or to be able to do all of the things that I need to be doing, the way that they need to be done. At least the way that they need to be done on my world.
There are times though, when the only thing that I know for sure is that there will come a time in my life when the only thing that I am going to be able to do is what I must do, and that talking about it all is no longer an option. It is going to be a case of put up or shut up. It’s all good, or at least that is what I am letting myself believe.
In the meantime, I pray that all of you are well and that I will be hearing from you soon. It’s all good and getting better all of the time.
So it goes. Press on regardless.