it is all good, but it will get better once I reach my day off from my other job. the one that pays the bills. at this point, it would be better if I were paying the bills with all of this, but I do not see that happening any time soon, so I guess that means that I have to keep my real job in the real world.
I hate when that happens.
all of this comes with being a responsible adult. I may be responsible, but it doesn't mean that I have to grow up. as if I had a choice in the matter.
so it goes. press on regardless.