Well it is good enough, I guess. there are times though, when the only thing that I know for sure is that there has to be a time when the only thing that I will have to worry about is whether or not I am going t run out of coffee. the rest of it will just be background music.
right now, I am just looking forward to the day when I will be able to do all of this full time, but it is just a question of the money. it is always the money, and nothing more. you either have it, or you don't, and what you do have just seems to slip away.
so I have to grind out a living, in the hope that I will have enough time to do what little bit that I am doing as far as my blog is concerned. the rest of my writing is just going to have to wait, in the hope that some day I will be able to get to it all.
there are just some things that slip away before I am able to get it down in some form or another. it is a shame really, that if I were able to do all of this full time, God only knows what it is that I could get done. being a full time writer, in a place of my own, without any distractions, well that would be the best thing that could happen to me right now.
no more boss' looking to hang me, or get in my way. no working for companies that don't even know your name, never mind care about you as a person.
well it all sounds very nice, and it is something to work toward, but at this point, I think that I have a better chance of getting struck by lightening. so it goes. press on regardless.