I am going to be 58 years old this year and there are still times when I fell that there will never be a time when I will be able to do anything right, meaning that there are times when I still feel like I am sixteen years old, awkward and not feeling as if I will ever fit anywhere or that I will be able to do anything right, other than what I am trying to do right now and that is to be trying to be a writer, but it just seems that I am not doing a very good job at this either, yet this is probably one of the few things in my life that I have been told that I was ever any good at, at all. This and making a pot of coffee, are very marketable skills. I should be able to get a job anywhere with this skill set. you believe me, don't you?
So it goes. Press on regardless.