when I am writing, it is all good. the real world seems a million miles away, and there is nothing that can stop me. I feel at the top of my game. then reality sets in, and I realize that there are some things that I need to be doing out in the real world, to support my habit.
now there are worse things in life that could be called a habit, things that I will not get into here, but I am sure that you all could name a half dozen things that would be worse, and not even have to think about it all.
at the moment though, the only thing that I need to be doing right now is just keep on doing what I am doing, in the hope that some day, the right person will stumble across this, and the I will be well on my way to doing what it is that I have been dreaming of doing, and that the struggle would have been worth it.
all that I can do is just what I am doing, and pray for the rest. what else is there?
so it goes. press on regardless.