Right now, I am finding myself working up to the idea that I am going have to be going back to work on the 13th. I was hoping to be able to leg this out for another couple off weeks, but that was not meant to be. The one thing that I do know is that the whole thing is not scaring me, but I am concerned, that having to wear the mask for six to eight hours a day. The concern being that it will aggravate my COPD, which is what I think happened when I went down the last time, but not knowing that I had COPD. So, wearing the mask just aggravated the condition and also living with pulmonary hypertension, may not be a good thing either. Well the way that it all worked out, I don’t have a choice in the matter right at the moment.
I am just concerned, that if I do go down again, that it will be worse then the last time and that I will have to start the whole process all over again. So, all that I can do right now is just pray about the whole thing and leave it in God’s hands.
In the meantime, I pray that you are well, and that I will be hearing from you soon. It is still good because God is still in control. So, it goes. Press on regardless.