right now, it is just a case of to much coffee, to many cigarettes. to many dreams, and not enough time or money to pursue them all. so I do the best that I can, in the hope that I will be able to make it all happen. that out of this jumble of words, there will be something good to come from all of this. at least that is what I am letting myself believe.
at least I am trying to make it happen, instead of just thinking about it all, which is more then some people are doing I am sure, and there are worse things that I could be doing with my time and with my money, but that is another story for another time.
right now I just have to keep all of this going, in the hope that some day soon, this will be read by the right person at the right time, and then all of this will have been worth the effort that I have been putting into it. in the meantime, we shall see what we shall see.
I pray that all of you are well, and that you are doing what you need to do to keep your dreams alive. the world needs more lovers, more writers, more beauty and truth, but it all doesn't work out that way, it just is what it is and nothing more.
so it goes. press on regardless.