the never ending search for the right combination of words, never really seems to end, or to begin. that the only thing that I a going to be able to do right now, is to just keep on writing, in the hope that one of these days, all of this will finally come together, and that I will be in a position to where I can do all of this full time.
of course it is nice to dream, and that one of these days, all of the things that I have ever dreamt about doing will finally come true. whether they come true or not, the only thing that I can do is to just keep on writing, whatever my writing may be called.
in the meantime, all that I know is that there are times, when all that I can do is just write, in the hope that one of these days, all of this will be read by the right person, and that I will finally be on my way to leading the literary life. I he meantime, all that I can do is just keep grinding all of this out, in the hope that one of these days, it will all have been worth the effort that I have put into this.
in the meantime, it is all good. I pray that all of you are doing well and that you are telling all of your friends about my blog, and that one day, all of this will end up going viral. I like to believe that it will, but there are times when I think that I should be happy doing all of the things that I am doing with this, and that it is being read at all.
what else can I do.? it is still true, that this is one of the few things in my life that I have been told that I was ever any good at. even with that in mind, there are times when I have my doubts about that, I will leave that for all of you to decide.
so it goes. press on regardless.