There are times, when it seems that the words cannot come fast enough, and that I cannot get them out fats enough. at other times it seems, that there are no words at all. this morning it seems that I am somewhere in the middle.
I have a general idea of what it is that I want to say, and where it is that I want to go with all of this, but it seems to be just out of reach. regardless, there are times when I believe that, regardless of what it is that I am trying to say, or what I want to say, that this is about the only way that I am going to get heard.
the next question is, how do I rise above all of the other voices out there, and be truly heard and understood. it is not a question of desire, or of the time, but of the money. it all comes down to the money to be able to back all of this up. like it or not, it always comes down to the money, or the lack of it.
there are always things that need to be paid, like rent, food, and all of the other basics of this life. it is what it is, and there is nothing that I can do to change that, except to pray about the whole thing. I ask that all of you keep me in your prayers, and that it will all work out. in the meantime, so it goes. press on regardless.