All that I am sure of right now is, that I am not sure of much of anything anymore. The beginning from the end, well it all gets blurred to me. The only thing that seems to matter right now is the moment.
Even with that, one moment runs into the next, and into the next, and so and so on. I find myself wishing that their was a better way to get myself heard, but at this point, this just seems to be the only way that it will happen.
Never knowing who will be listening, or in this case, reading, and where that will lead to. The odds are long I know, but it is better then no odds at all.
Sometimes, the only fights that are worth fighting, or the ones that you k now that you are going to loose. Even knowing that you will be fighting the fight that you know that you are going to lose, in some vague sense, you’ve already won, because what have you gained by fighting a fight that you know that you are going to win.
I can go around like this forever, but the only thing that I am sure of right now is that knowing the beginning from the end, wouldn’t do much good either, because knowing how it is all going to end, or kn owing exactly how it is going to end, which is going to be the same for all of us.
Getting from here to their, that is where all of the fun is, and a little bit of mystery. In the meantime, it is all good.
So it goes. Press on regardless.