now, this is just some thinking out, but there are times when I wonder how much of what I am writing is actually being read, but even if it wasn't being read and I think that I would still need to be writing, because it has been one of the few things in my life that I have been told that I was ever any good at, and there are times when I have my doubts about that.
now that I am off for the next two days, of course, it is going to rain. it would not work out any other way.
So it goes. Press on regardless.