Well the only thing that I ca say right now is that if I keep on doing this, I just might start getting good at it. I am not sure of when it is that might be, but I know that some day I will start getting good at this, and it will beautiful in its simplicity.
Knowing that one of these days, the desires of my heart will finally be granted to me. that going on and on the way that I am going, is not the best way to be lie living, at least not for me, but I know that we all have to work, because if you do not work you do not eat, I get all of that, but I know people personally, who are in the welfare system, and their is nothing wrong with them, they are managed to get themselves into the system, and now they are in it, and are getting things thrown at them with both hands.
well I know that their are people, who through no fault of their own, are not capable of leading productive lives, it is though's who should have known better, but spent twenty or thirty years of their lives abusing drugs are alcohol, get clean and sober, but are left the mind of a twelve year old. well that is a little bigger issue then what I am willing to go into right now.
though I think that if you read between the lines, I think that you may know where it is that I am going with all of this, I hope. Their comes a time when I think that I am going to have to start thinking about writing some essays about some of the the thing that I am thinking, if for no other reason then to start getting some ideas straight in my own mind.
well that is something else that I will be adding to the list of things that I want to be getting done. so the only thing left to do is to wait and see what will happen next, and their is always something that will happen next.
In the meantime, I pray that all of you are doing well, and that I will be hearing from you soon.
So it goes. Press on regardless.