Well it is Monday again, and another chance to play the writer again. my efforts will be interrupted this afternoon by a visit to my doctor. nothing serous, just a follow up, but their is always the fact that it is something that I have to do.
Well I do not have to do anything, but at this point it is just something that I have to deal with, whether I like it or not. the good thing about this though is, is that it is something that I only have to do every three months. sometimes I think that it is three months to soon, but it is what it is what it is and nothing more.
as far as the rest of my life is concerned, well it is just a case of the more that things change, the more that they stay the same. not a very exciting life that I am leading right now, but it is the only one that I have. so I do the best that I can with what I have been given and hope for the best.
one of the things that I always hope for at this time of the morning, or that when I am writing is that one day I will just be able to let everything go, and just write as much as I can for as long as I can, in the hop that their will be something good that will come from all of this.
it all sounds nice, but saying something and doing something are often two different things. regardless, it gives something to look forward to, and to strive for. so all that I can hope for right now is that, that day will come quickly, and that I will have the opportunity to take full advantage of it.
in the meantime, I do what I can and trust God for the rest.
So it goes. Press on regardless.