the good thing about being up at this time of the morning is that their are fewer distractions. I can keep doping what it is that I am doing, in the hope that it will help me to make some sort of sense out of the rest of my life. at least that is what I am letting myself believe.
The truth of the matter is, their are times when I simply do not have a clue. that the days come and the days go, and nothing ever really changes.
still, I keep on doing all of the things that I am doing, out of habit, as much as wanting to be heard. sometimes habits can be a good thing.
Even with that in mind, I find myself praying for so more. something bigger, something better. Bigger isn't always better though. knowing the difference, there in lies the wisdom of life.
So it goes. Press on regardless.