it is all good, and getting better all of the time. all that I have to do is to keep telling myself that, and I will some day believe it all. the the meantime, the only thing that I can keep on doing right now, is to just keep taping away at all of this, in the hope that one of these days there will be something worth reading, that it took me the effort to write. even then, if no one were reading all of this, the fact that it was written, should be enough.
right now it seems to be enough, but the reason that I write is to be heard, and there seems to be a lot left that I need to say. so in the meantime, the only thing left to do is to keep on writing.
I hope that all of you are well, and that I will be hearing from you soon.
So it goes. Press on regardless.