the only thing that I know right now is that one of these days it is all going to work out for the best, whatever the best happens to be. all that I am sure of right now is that the days come and the days go, and all that is happening is that I am simply getting older, and now where near where I would like to be in my life. whether that be good, or whether that be bad, I simply cannot say, because I do not know, and that is one of the things that bothers me more then anything, that I am just going through the motions, and it doesn't seem to me that I am getting anywhere with all of this, whatever this is.
still, as long as I am able to put my feet on the floor, and my fingers to the keyboard, then there is always that hope, that I will find what it is that I am looking for. whether I do or not, well that is something altogether different. well we shall see.
In the meantime, the only thing that I can do right now, is just wait and see where the day will take me, other then back to work.
So it goes. Press on regardless.