it is all good, and getting better all of the time. there is still the persistent idea that I am going to have to go to work, and that this will all end much to quickly. I am trying not to think about all of that to much, and that the best that I will be able to do is to just keep all of this moving as best as I can.
I am still not sure of why it is that I do what I do when I do it. well the only thing that I can say is that it is what it is and nothing more. that with all that is going on right now in the world, I guess that what it is that I am doing really doesn't seem to matter.
at the same time though, what I do matters to me, and I guess that is what really matters. the rest of it is just background music.
So it goes. Press on regardless.