The only thing that I can do right now is just keep on thinking of what might have been, what could have been and the way that things turned out. There are simply some things that are out of our control. Wisdom comes when we realize that there are still things that we can change, and that there is still a chance that we can make things right. In the end, the only thing that any of us can do is just wait for that time. If we are honest with it, or as honest as we know how to be, and are willing to do it, then we can still make it all right, or as right as things can be made, in this life.
Sometimes, it is easier to lose the fight, then admit to the mistakes. The rest of it is out of our control. What else is there left to say about that, at least for now. It’s all good.
So it goes. Press on regardless.