Well the one thing that I am sure of right now is that we all make choices, whether they are great or small. whether we are aware of it or not. some choices are not even choices, we do them because they are part of who we are as people. that to do otherwise, we would not be true to ourselves, or what it is that we want or need to be.
the fact of the matter is, there are some things in life, whether we want to believe it or not, are simply out of our control. the rest of it, well the rest of it we just do the best that we can do and simply pray for the rest.
there was a time in my life that I would not have believed that my life would have taken all of the turns that it has taken, but here I am. living with the choices that I have made, and living with the things that life has given me. in the end, all that I can pray for will be the promise of a better life.
So it goes. Press on regardless.