still trying to recover from the time change, but the only thing that i can say right now is that this may take a couple of days the way that I am feeling right now. at least I will have something to look forward to. in the meantime, all that I am sure of right now is that one of these days it will all be good, and that I will be able to find all of the things that I am looking for.
some days it is just so clear to me, and other days, it is just so murky, that I am not sure of what it is that I am looking for, and wonder whether or not I will ever be able to find it. well this is life, and there is nothing that I am going to be able to do about it all, except to take one day at a time, just like everyone else. it is all good, and getting better all of the time.
maybe I will get some sleep tonight after all. we shall see.
So it goes. Press on regardless.