well it is another Sunday morning, and it still seems to me, that the only thing that I am going to be able to do right now, is to just keep on writing, in what ever form that takes, simply because it helps to give my life some sort of meaning. a sense oif understanding. even with that in mind, there are still times when I wonder why I get up at this time of the morning, taping away at my computer keyboard, hoping that there will be something that comes out that will be worth the effort.
even with that in mind, the only thing that I know right now is that it is more then what some people might be doing with there lives. I am sure that there are people who go through there whole lives, and do not have a clue as to what it is that they want to do with themselves, other then just working at jobs that they hate, and doing all of the other things that are expected of them, whatever that means.
the only thing that I can do right now, is to just keep on doing what it is that I am doing in order to keep my dreams alive, whether it be for the good or for the bad. I have thought at times, of just walking away from all of this, and there has been times in my life when I have tried to walk away from all of this, but I keep coming back, knowing, finally, that this is what I have to do. this is where I need to be. if for no one else then for myself.
whether I am doing any good or not, well the only thing that I know is that it is what it is, and that I have no other choice in the matter, though there might be times when I think that I do. what else is there?
the one thing that I hope for right now is, that I pray that all of this finds all of you doing well and that I will be hearing from you soon.
So it goes. Press on regardless.