and just excepting what it is
that the fates have to offer me.
But the whole idea of that
makes me feel sad,
and that just excepting what it is
that the fates have to offer me
is just another way of giving up
and I am not ready to give up.
I have gotten to strong
but there are times when I still get tired.
Knowing that all of this
is just preparing me for something better
I just don’t know what it is yet.