sometimes it is better late then never.

I have heard it said, that it is better late then never,
but being early has never hurt anyone either,
but the only thing that I am sure of right now is
that I have to deal with what I have to deal with right now
and that is not always a good thing.

going from one thing to the next,
without really knowing what it is that I am doing,
or where it is that I am going.
the only thing that really seems to matter right now are the words
and what I can do to string them altogether.
knowing that some day,
I will be able to say something new
something out of the ordinary

something that will raise me up over the din of the here and now.
is that to much to ask,
or should there be something else that I should be looking for.
knowing that some day,
it will not be what we have,
but what we leave behind.