​trying to write through it all

trying to write through all of the little things that can happen during the course of a day
from the burning my toast during breakfast
to the last thing that I need to be doing
as far as technology situation is concerned
it just keeps going from bad to worse and half way back again
because it is not the big things that drive me nuts
but the little things
that I know that I should not let it all get to me
because it is all something that just happens
and there is nothing left to do
but to just let it all be

​Monday March 26 2018

Trying to do all of the things that I need to be doing in this thing that I am calling my life
fearing that this just might be just about as good as it gets
even when I know that there is something better 
just beyond the vale
and the truth of something that I need to be seeing
even when I am seeing it,
there are times when I still find myself not believing it all
but just what I need for the moment
whatever that is supposed to mean
simply because
there are times when the words simply come to fast,
and I find myself writing as fast as I can
and there is still something that always manages to get lost in the translation

​There was a time in my life,

there was a time in my life, 
when I had a life
but it seems so long ago now
that it seems that life
belongs to someone else
and I continue to relive there memory
and the rest of it all just seems to be forgotten

​Just putting something out there.

Just putting something out there
in the hope that whatever I end up getting written,
will be worth the effort that it took me to write
but in the meantime,
this is going tp have to do
knowing that there are times,
when even that doesn’t seem to be good enough
but the only thing that I know
is that this just might be just about as good as it gets

Good Morning Everyone,

Right now, I am just trying to keep all of this, whatever this is, going, regardless of what else is going on in my life, simply because it is on e of the few things that I have in my life that makes any sense at all. 

There are times, which seems most of the time now, that work doesn’t really make all that much sense to me, but I have to keep on doing what it is that I am doing, because it os one of the few things that I have in my life that seems to make any sense at all to me.

So with that in mind, I keep pounding the keys as best as I can, in the hope that there will be something good that will come out of all of this, at least that is myu on going hope, It’s all good.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​it’s just a thought

It’s just a thought, but there are times when I find myself leading with my heart, and not my left. It is at times like that, when I find myself getting into trouble, and that is something that I do not need. I don’t need to be adding to the pile. It’s just a thought.

​the last full measure of devotion

life requires of us
daily
our last full measure of devotion
and the only thing that I can do right now
is just hope that I will be able to make it through the night
because more often then not
the nights can be worse then the days

because I find myself thinking
what it is that I have
and what it is that I do not have
and there never seems to be any sort of difference
so here I am
giving it all that I have
without any thought
because it is the only thing that I am going to be able to do

​Monday March 19 2018

I am doing the best that I can
to do all of the things
that I need to be doing to keep my life from falling apart completely
so the only thing that I can do right now
is to just keep on doing all of the things that I need to be doing
just so that I can try and find some measure of happiness

Good Morning Everyone,

Right now, I know that the next couple of days are going to be rough, and the only thing that I am going to need to get me through to my next day off will be coffee, cigarettes, jazz, and plenty of will power. Monday will not get here soon enough. I’m getting tired just thinking about it.

In the meantime, all that I can do is just keep on doing all of the things that I can do to get through all, of this, whatever this is. All that I hope for, still, is to keep praying for a quiet drama free life.  It would be nice, but I don’t think that it works that way.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​It’s Just A Thought.

It’s just a thought, but there are times, even when I try to take my time with all of this, it seems that the time that I have allotted myself, ends much to quickly, and that the only thing that I am going to be able to do right at the moment, is to just try and do the best that I can with the time that I have left

What else can I do? Well there are al lot of things that I can be doing, but time is limited, and money is tight, so I do the best that I can with what I have, which might not always be good enough. It’s all good.

​Friday March 16 2018

I keep telling myself,
that the best is yet to come,
but there are times when I find myself thinking
how much longer is it that I am going to have to wait
there are just some things that are out of our control

Good Morning Everyone,

Right now, I am still not getting use to the idea that there are going to be times when I am still going ton have to go out and life, and hold down a real job, with all of the things that go along with all of that, but there are times when I just wish that I did not have to even leave my house, but I don’t think that it works that way. 

In the meantime, the only thing that I cam do is just deal with it, and hope that one of these days I will finally be able to get to the point in my life when I will just have yo be a man about the whole thing, and just do what it is that I need to be doing. It’s all good.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​It’s Just A Thought.

It’s just a thought, but there are times when there are things in my life that I know that I may never get, but there are still times when I know that it is something that I want to be doing anyway. I wonder why that is, but it is just one of those things that I would like to be able to find out what it is all about.

That London, Paris and Rome will be little more then just dreams that I know will never come true, or at least in the way that I am hoping that it will, but still, it is one of those things that I would like to be able to find out. It is all good.

​still dreaming

I still find myself dreaming about all of the places that I still need to see
people that I still need to meet
and all of the things that I need to be writing about
knowing that if I believe hard enough
wish hard enough
pray hard enough
London
Paris
Rome
will be a far cry
for the place that I find myself in now
drinking coffee
listening to jazz
hearing what the world needs to be telling me
until then
dreaming is still the only thing that I will be able to do

dreaming that wisdom will abound
that love
in whatever form that it comes
will be out there for the taking
all that I have to do is to keep on dreaming
what else can I say
other then I hope that it all happens
before I get to warn out to enjoy it all

​Tuesday March 13 2018

the last
the first
those who finish somewhere in the middle
giving myself the best chance that I can have
but even now,
that is sometimes not enough

Good Morning All Of You Caffeine Junkies,

There have been times when hot coffee and cool jazz have been my only friends. Well I could have chosen worse friends I am sure.

Lee Sandro

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Yours In The Spirit Of The Bean,

Lee

Good Morning All Of You Hipsters,

Jazz can make you think, jazz can make you feel, but it is still a case of, you either get it, or you don’t.

Lee Sandro

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Yours In The Spirit Of The Music,

Lee

Good Morning Everyone,

All that I am doing right now is just going through the motions, in the hope that one of these days it will all be good, and that it will be getting better all of the time. At least that is what I am praying for right now. It’s all good.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​It’s just a thought.

It’s just a thought, but there are times, when the only thing that I can say is, that we can pick a lot of things in our lives, but the one thing that we cannot pick is where we are in our lives and the people that come in and out of our lives. Sometimes we just have to swallow hard and get it all done. It’s all good.

​Wednesday March 7 2018

so here I am 
still I the middle of my love hate relationship with technology
sometimes I think that I but myself through all of this
just because there is nothing else left to do
in the end
we all have to do something

There are times when I have thought about giving up this writing life, but the I thought, I might as well give up breathing.

Lee Sandro

I write because I have a lot to say. The next question is, is there anyone listening?

Lee Sandro

​Nothing but time

there are times
when it seems that I have nothing but time
but even with that
there are times
when everything seems to be going well
I simply run out of time.

Good Morning Everyone,

Over all, the only thing that I am praying for right now is a way that I can afford to leave my job and write full time, but I do not see that happening any time soon, simply because it all comes down to the money, or the lack of it. 

The desire is there, the passion, the fire in the bones as it were, but the only thing that I am sure of is that it is all just a matter of being able to do it full time. I am beginning to believe that I have a better chance of getting hit by lightening. 

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

​It’s just a thought.

It’s just a thought, but it is still true, that the older that I get, the more that I can truly live without the drama. All that I want to be able to do right now is to lead a quiet life, with that special person that I will be able to share it all with. 

Simple meals. Quiet hours at a coffee shop or a jazz club. Nothing to loud, but just enough to keep it all interesting. 

Days spent reading and writing, keep up with the news, or the latest sounds of the jazz or classical world. It is true, but only if I believe that it can happen, and it can. The next question is whether or not it will happen. A subtle difference, but a difference just the same. It’s just a thought. So it goes. Press on regardless.