lost meaning

​Looking back on my life,
what I wanted to be,
who I wanted to be,
who I wanted to become.

Looking at my life today,
and what I am
who I am
and what I have become.

Know that somewhere along the path,
things became different,
and the world knows nothing of what it all means.
I am not even sure of what it means,
so it all works out,
and the meaning has become lost on me.