sometimes taking a break from all of this for whatever reason, it still seems to me on some level that it seems to be a waste of time, time that I cannot afford to be wasting. not that I am planning on going anywhere anytime soon, but my time becomes more and more of a precious commodity that I can not afford to be wasting. like I have said before, I can always make more money, but I cannot make more time. So it goes. Press on regardless.