Sunday, september 20, 2020
until we need
God to take over.
not that I am complaining, the reason that I write emails is in order to gethem, but there are times when they come in bunches, which can be a good thing, but I wish that it was a little more consistent, but I will take what I can get. otherwise, all is well and that I will be hearing from you soon, so it goes. press on regardless. so it goes. press on regardless.
Sunday, September 13, 2020
the search for love
the search for money
the world still turns
and nothing ever changes.
Well this maybe pushing things just a bit, but it would be safe to say that 2020 would be the year that most of us will soon forget, for any number of public and private reasons. It's all good because God is still in control. So it goes. Press on regardless.
I don't mind The Boss. I think he's an honest guy. I have some of his records, not all of them. I've met a couple of the E-Street guys, and they seem really cool.
“Either way, he figured a cup of coffee would hit the spot. For what is more versatile? As at home in tin as it is in Limoges, coffee can energize the industrious at dawn, calm the reflective at noon, or raise the spirits of the beleagured in the middle of the night.”
― Amor Towles, A Gentleman in Moscow
Sunday, September 6, 2020
How much time is there in life?
all that we have is the moment
and the moment disappears
much too quickly
in which moments become time,
which becomes days
which becomes years
and then a life
it all becomes much too
as it quietly slips
until we are left standing place
I could not have said this better if I had said it myself. Of course, the one thing That I do know is that there are times when coffee just makes it all better.
Right now, I am finding myself working up to the idea that I am going have to be going back to work on the 13th. I was hoping to be able to leg this out for another couple off weeks, but that was not meant to be. The one thing that I do know is that the whole thing is not scaring me, but I am concerned, that having to wear the mask for six to eight hours a day. The concern being that it will aggravate my COPD, which is what I think happened when I went down the last time, but not knowing that I had COPD. So, wearing the mask just aggravated the condition and also living with pulmonary hypertension, may not be a good thing either. Well the way that it all worked out, I don’t have a choice in the matter right at the moment.
I am just concerned, that if I do go down again, that it will be worse then the last time and that I will have to start the whole process all over again. So, all that I can do right now is just pray about the whole thing and leave it in God’s hands.
In the meantime, I pray that you are well, and that I will be hearing from you soon. It is still good because God is still in control. So, it goes. Press on regardless.
Sunday, August 30, 2020
the search for love
the search for words
the search for meaning
we spend our lives searching
for something that has
already found us
the rest is background music
if you believe it
Alphonse AllaisCoffee is a beverage that puts one to sleep when not drank.
the older that I get, the more that I am convinced that my country is being lead by a pack of cutthroats and thieves. this country needs God now more than ever, so pray if you know how. if you don't, learn. a lot is riding on all of this. so it goes. press on regardless.,
Right now I am just feeling more than just a little tired, but the only thing that I can dom right now is to just work through it until I get this last little bit that I really do want to get finished. Right now I am just finding all of this medical stuff to be wearing on me in more ways than one. I pray that you are well and that I will be hearing from you soon.
So it goes. Press on regardless.
Good Morning All of you Caffein Junkies,
The morning cup of coffee has an exhilaration about it which the cheering influence of the afternoon or evening cup of tea cannot be expected to reproduce. Oliver Wendell Holmes, Sr.
Well the only thing that can say right now is that I could not have said that better myself. it is all good.
It's all good. Hopefully, this is the beginning of the end for all of these health issues. right now all of this is in God's hands. I pray that you are well and that I will be hearing from you soon. sot goes. press on regardless.
Sunday August 18, 2020
sometimes it is good
sometimes it is better than good
sometimes it is bad
sometimes it is worse
most of the time
we simply fall through the cracks
sometimes I have just had to stop and say thank you to my family and friends for there love and support over the past several weeks. it is such a blessing to know that there are so many that cared and continue to do so. may God bless you
so it goes. press on regardless.
sunday august 8, 2020
trying to live the word
the way that things should be
but it doesn't always
work out that way
the only thing that I am sure of at this moment is that my days are starting to run together, and that is not a good thing. I am getting to the point where I have to remind myself of what days it is every twenty minutes or so, and that is not a good thing, there are worse things in life I am sure. at least I am aware that my days are running together. if I weren't then that would be a problem. I pray that you are well and tHat I will be hearing from you soon.
do it poes. press on regardless.
Sunday, August 2, 2020
at a loss for words
at a loss for love
but never at a loss for desire
sometimes it gets all mixed up
and gets lost in the fog of living.
sometimes it is good to be here
I find myself wishing that I was somewhere else
if I were somewhere else
I would find myself wishing that I was back
knowing what it is that I knew to be real
I am wondering if there is anything known as happiness.
Sunday July 28 2020
love and hope
are the last two things
that we often give up on
and I am not ready to give up
right now it is all good except for the fact that I am feeling a little more tired than what I am used to but I just need to try and build all of that up again. it will all come around I know, I just need to learn to be patient. being patient has never been one of my virtues. it is all good though. I hope that you are well.