​it’s just a thought

We all have hope, dreams, ideas of people places and things that we know that may or may not come true, but we hope our hopes, dream our dreams and have our ideas, and maybe even work toward all of those things, but the best that we can do, if they do come true, I pray that the reality will live up to the dreams that we hold so dear. If they do not, then we hope tht we will not be to disappointed. It’s just a thought.

​the first time, the last time

the first time
the last time
the only time of anything
seems to make the best impressions of all
the rest of it really doesn’t seem to matter

​Thursday August 31 2017

dreaming big dreams
that get bigger every time that I dream them
wondering when it will end
so that I can finally start to live them
and not just think about it all

there are times
when i feel that i am at a lose for words
but knowing that i am at a lose for words
\and saying that i am at a lose for words
does not mean that i am at a lose for words
but that i am speechless
\because there is a subtle difference between
being speechless
​and being at a lose for words

​Good Morning All of You Caffeine Junkies,

There have been times in my life when strong coffee and a whole lot of prayer have gotten me through some very hard times.

Lee Sandro

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Yours In The Spirit Of The Bean,

Lee

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​Good Morning Everyone,

There are times when all that I really need is just a couple of days away from it all. Well it was not quite away from it all, but it just seems that just a break from the daily grind is all that I really need, and when it finally gets here, it is over before it all gets started. 

So that is where I am right now, a couple of days away from the grind, and it is all over before it gets started. So it is back to work and all of that nonsense, in the hope that I will be able to approach all of it with a new attitude, but the way that things are going I do not think that it is going to be something that will change all that much. In the meantime, I am just going to have to try and enjoy the last few hours that I have to myself, for better or worse. 

In the meantime, I pray that all of you are doing well and that I will be hering from you soon.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

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​Good Morning All of You Hipsters,

There were times when I have had some all night writing sessions, fueled by nothing more then hot coffee, cigarettes and plenty of cool jazz.

Lee Sandro 

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Yours In The Spirit Of The Music,

Lee

visit my blog at www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com 

​its just a thought

as I sit here listening to some French Classical music. Thinking of the time that I will finally be able to get to Paris. Some French Bread and cheese, a bottle of red and a lazy afternoon in some forgotten café. Thinking of the 1920's and the lost generation. Earnest Hemingway, Henry Miller and all of the others who, lived and believed in what it was that they were doing. I will get there some day. April. Spring. The cherry blossoms and the thinking of just what might be. The world is still full of possibilities. It is just a question of finding them. 

It’s just a thought, but there are times when thoughts do come true, it is just a question of when.
 

​the wild blue

it is all true or so I have been told
that the world is true and that there is nothing left to fear
but I am still trying to find something new
all that I am wishing for right now is just a little more time
but there seems to be something more then time
surely I must be seeing things
laughing out loud at things that most people will not understand
my hope and my time
the place wheer I live
whatever I can do again
I must be willing to give away
after I do all of the things that I am dreaming that I will get done
what else will there be left to believe in
except for all of the things that go off into the wild blue

​dark blue

the last full measure of devotion
searching for my place in the sun
my heart will always remember
I think that I will be happy some day
will I ever find the path into the light
carefully thinking that I was somehow misinformed
the darkness of the day
will be parted by the light of the moon
I thought that I would be able to laugh
but all that I am able to do is cry the tears of the deep blue
the marking of time is the truth of the matter
the nights seem like one hundred years
and the nights seem endless
what will I do now
as all of this finally ends

​crank out all of these words

crank out all of these words
doing what I need to be doing
finding myself being all that I can be
in my own world
doing all that I need to be doing
in a world of my own choosing
that this is the best that I can be
when everyone else around me thinks that I am crazy
and maybe I am just a little off center
but I am not out murdering people
knowing that there is just something that I need to be doing
working through all of the things that I need to be working through
that the world out there
just beyond my laptop
that place called the real world
can simply be to much
but all of this
is much more real
then the trip that I see some other people on

​Tuesday August 29 2017

when I find myself wishing that I was somewhere else
doing something else
being something else
knowing that I can be bigger then what I am
smarter then what I am
better looking then what I am
knowing that just having the grit to keep on going
sometimes just isn’t enough
but at the moment
it is all that I have
it is all that I am
and it is all that I can be

​Good Morning Everyone,

All that I have to do right now is just get through one more day, in the hope that I will be able to get something accomplished with my day off other then getting a couple of loads of laundry. It is just what I had in mind.

In the meantime, the only thing that I can hope for right now is that I will be able to spend at least part of the day trying to relax, but I do not see it working out that way because there is always going to be something that I am going to want to do, and that is going to be the part that gets frustrating, simply because trying to figure out what to do and what can wait is always an interesting exercise that never really seems to end. Kind of like life, it never seems to end.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

visit my blog at www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com 

​it’s just a thought

it’s just a thought, but there are times when I think that all of the things that I am doing right now with my life, just might be the best that it gets, but it is a lot more then what some people that I know are trying to do with there lives.

Yet again, I do not have the time, the energy or the inclination to really worry about what it is that other people are doing. The only thing that I can do right now is to just keep on doing what it is that I am doing, knowing that some day, the rest of it will just fall into place. Maybe I am fooling myself, but it is just another thought.

​getting in just enough

getting in just enough words
to keep th whole thing moving
and keeping it all moving
is what seem to be nattering the most

​Thursday August 24 2017

the only thing left to do again
is to try and take these days
just one day at a time
just like everyone else
and do all of the things that I need to be doing
one at a time
just like everyone else
knowing that trying to do more
would just be a waste of time,
and I am at a point in my life
where I cannot be wasting any more time

​Good Morning Everyone,

I have said this before, and I am sure that I will be saying it again, and that is that we all need to be praying for our country. There is a lot going on and not all of it is good.

We need to be praying for our country, its leaders and for each other, that all will go well. I am convinced that what this country needs is a good healthy dose of revival, which is something else that we need to be praying about.

May God’s holy name be praised.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

visit my blog at www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com 

​Its just a thought

it’s just a thought, but there are times when I find myself dreaming dreams that are much to big for me to imagine, or even consider that I would be able to accomplish, but I dream the anyway, knowing that thinking and doing are two different things, but it all has to start somewhere, whether we believe it or not.

​I bring myself to her

I bring myself to her
with all of the love that I have
with all of the things that I have
with all that I am
with all that I hope to be
and all that I will become

I bring myself to her
if only she were real.

​I bring myself to something new

I bring myself to something new
just to find out that it has already been done
and that there is nothing new under the sun.
that we work because we are told to
that if we don’t work, 
we don’t eat
knowing that too is true

​Tuesday August 22 2017

the only thing that I know right now,
is that there are things that I know
and there are things that I do not know
and that the more that I learn,
the more that I realize that I do not know,
and on 
and on
and on it goes
such is life

​Good Morning Everyone,

Right now I just need to re think some of my priorities, in the hope that I will back on my writing paces. Over the past few weeks I have been feeling off of my form and that is not. It will all workm out I am sure.

In the meantime, it is all good.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

visit my blog at www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com 

​its just a thought

it is just a thought, but there are times when you are trying to love, when you are not feeling good about yourself or the way that the world is going, and you find yourself looking for a simpler time when it was just a matter of finding it.

Now it just seems that there are to many choices and to many other people looking for more then what I have to give, and it is a shame really. Maybe it has always been this way and I am just finding all of this out now. It’s just a thought.

​Poetry Monday August 21 2017

writing makes me feel like I am king of the world
that I can do anything
that I can be anything
I am the person that I should be
not those who think that I should be something else
that I like what I like and I be what I am without any apologies
I never believes in anything else
but God 
and myself
the rest I take my chances with

there are times at night
when i cannot sleep
and the muse is not cooperating
and my bed is empty
i find myself sitting
thinking
sipping my coffee
working on a cigarette
listening to the most wonderful
glorious silence
that any human has ever heard
it is enough to make a man weep
but i do not
​do you?