Sunday. March 29, 2020

the best that I know
the best that I can do
is just know that one of these days
everything will be explained 
in a new way
by then
it simply may not matter
but I am simply looking forward
to that day.

​I guess that things are going well, so far, but the one thing that I know right now is that there are just some things that are out of my control and I am not liking the way that is making me feel right now. I understand that there will always be things in life that are out of our control, but all of this is just so much bigger than what I am and that can be more than just a little bit frightening. all of this is nothing like anything any of us have been through and no one has any answers and there are no real answers in all of this. there are so many different reports and ideas at far as what might happen that you simply do not know what to believe or where all of this will go.
I'm the end, the only person that knows is God, and at the moment He is not saying much. so the only thing that I can do right now is to keep on praying. knowing that God is still in control. nothing ever changes that. these are the times that really test one's faith, I know that it is testing mine because even though I'm on vacation this week, I am still going to have to go back out into the fray.
sorry, didn't mean to ramble, but it is just something that I needed to get out there. it is all good because God is still in control. I hope that you are well. blessings

Sunday, March 22, 2020

Who will remember those that are lost
the lonely
the losers
Those who always seem to be around
but never really seem to get anything accomplished
until one day
they quietly slip away
leaving behind nothing but a memory
if they're lucky

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

good morning,

going through times like the one that we are going through now with this who coronavirus thing, I am starting to think once more about just trying to keep all of this simple, and by this I mean life. That we are making this more complicated, I think, than what it really needs to be. do we need to be careful in all of this, yes by all means, but at the same time, the media is making all of this sound far worse than what it might be. Maybe it is all that they are saying that it is and I am just being stupid about the whole thing. It would not be the first time that I have done something like that and I am sure that it is not going to be the last. the rest of it is just what it is, out of my control. in the meantime, I pray that you are doing well and that I will hearing from you soon. Blessings.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

Sunday, March 15, 2020

trying to find my way
through a world
that at least for the moment
that seems to have gone mad
over something that has taken 
control over our common sense
we all have let our emotions
take control
then,
when it is all over,
at least for myself,
I find myself thinking,
what was I thinking?

good morning,

I understand that this is more of a precaution more than anything else, at least as far as I have been able to determine, but the Boro of Red Bank as declared a state of emergency, meaning that all nonessential business' are closed, at least that is what I am getting out of the announcement that I read online. That means I am going to have to go to work as scheduled because I work in a supermarket and that falls under an essential service. It's all good because God is still in control.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

Sunday, March 8, 2020    

sometimes
sleep can solve a multitude of problems
at other times
sleep does little more than just put them off

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

good morning,

last night was not a good night as far as sleep was concerned. of course, the time change did not help the cause, so I guess that explains why I am feeling so tired, and here I was thinking that I was just getting old. It's all good.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

Sunday, March 1, 2020

someday
I will be spending quiet time
with three or four close friends
hot coffee
cool jazz
and great conversation
what more could one ask for

good morning,

one of these days I will get around to sleeping at night. I am not sure, but I think that is when such things are done. I hope that you are well and that I will be hearing from you soon.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee