Sunday, February 23, 2020

sometimes
the only thing left to do
is to live life
on life's terms
as if we had  a real choice
in the matter
in the end
life always wins

good morning,

I am going to be 58 years old this year and there are still times when I fell that there will never be a time when I will be able to do anything right, meaning that there are times when I still feel like I am sixteen years old, awkward and not feeling as if I will ever fit anywhere or that I will be able to do anything right, other than what I am trying to do right now and that is to be trying to be a writer, but it just seems that I am not doing a very good job at this either, yet this is probably one of the few things in my life that I have been told that I was ever any good at, at all. This and making a pot of coffee, are very marketable skills. I  should be able to get a job anywhere with this skill set. you believe me, don't you? 

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee 

friday, february 21 2020

fear
or regret
sometimes
it is hard
to know
the difference

good morning,

there are times when I still wonder why it is that I do this whole email thing. well, the one thing that I am sure of is that this interests me more than what of the things that I know other people are doing, yet again, I am not other people, so it all works out. in the meantime, I am not other people, so in the end, it all works out, because the vast majority of people that I have met over the course of my life I would rather not be them and I am sure that they feel the same way about me so it all works out. so it goes. press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

Sunday, February 9, 2020

there are times
like now
when things are
in my life
are going along
just about as well
as things can be going
for me
when technology
manages to get in the way
and the whole damn 
thing
manages to get screwed up
again
no wonder I am not sleeping
at night
nor during the day for that matter 

good morning.

its all good. just trying to keep it all going, whether it be for the good or for the bad.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

Sunday, February 2, 2020

does being silent
mean that there is nothing to say
or does being silent
mean that the rest of the world 
just might not be ready to hear
what it is that you have to say
that is the question

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee

good morning,

not much to say this morning, and maybe that is a good thing, but there are times when I simply do not know where it is that I want to start, but the point right now is that the problem is not starting, it is just that there is not too much to say right at the moment, that has not already been said. sometimes I think that the best thing to say right at the moment is nothing. it is still good.

So it goes. Press on regardless.

Faithfully Yours,

Lee