sometimes, the only thing that I can hope for is that tomorrow will be a better day for writing. I do not want to waste a day and not write at all. there are times when I feel so full of doubt when it comes to all of this, that I am beginning to wonder whether or not it is all worth it and whether or not all of my efforts are being taken seriously. the question for me still remains, which is worse, not being taken seriously or being ignored. Any ideas or suggestions? so it goes. press on regardless.