sunday august 8, 2020  
​ 
trying to live the word
the way 
the understanding
the way that things should be
but it doesn't always 
work out that way

​good morning,
the only thing that I am sure of at this moment is that my days are starting to run together, and that is not a good thing. I am getting to the point where I have to remind myself of what days it is every twenty minutes or so, and that is not a good thing, there are worse things in life I am sure. at least I am aware that my days are running together. if I weren't then that would be a problem. I pray that you are well and tHat I will be hearing from you soon.
do it poes. press on regardless.
faithfully yours,
lee

Sunday, August 2, 2020

at a loss for words
at a loss for love
but never at a loss for desire
sometimes it gets all mixed up
and gets lost in the fog of living.

good morning,

sometimes it is good to be here
other times
I find myself wishing that I was somewhere else
yet
if I were somewhere else
I would find myself wishing that I was back 
knowing what it is that I knew to be real
I am wondering if there is anything known as happiness.

Sunday July 28 2020

love and hope
are the last two things
that we often give up on
and I am not ready to give up
yet

good morning    

right now it is all good except for the fact that I am feeling a little more tired than what I am used to but I just need to try and build all of that up again. it will all come around I know, I just need to learn to be patient. being patient has never been one of my virtues. it is all good though. I hope that you are well.

Psalm 8 a
For the director of music. According to gittith. b A psalm of David.
1Lord, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!
You have set your glory
in the heavens.
2Through the praise of children and infants
you have established a stronghold against your enemies,
to silence the foe and the avenger.
3When I consider your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,
4what is mankind that you are mindful of them,
human beings that you care for them? c
5You have made them d a little lower than the angels e
and crowned them f with glory and honor.
6You made them rulers over the works of your hands;
you put everything under their g feet:
7all flocks and herds,
and the animals of the wild,
8the birds in the sky,
and the fish in the sea,
all that swim the paths of the seas.
9Lord, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!

​

good morning,

Right now I feel as if I am having to force myself to be doing because I do not want to fall into the habit of not doing anything, and that could be even worse. the events of the past two weeks have left me feeling more than just a little tired and a bit humbled from the response, not only from my family but so may friends, not only on Facebook but from the real world as well, though I am starting to see things more clearly now, I still have things that I need to deal with, like disability and some health issues. It is all good.

​is there any truth to the rumor that you are supposed to be sleeping at night?

Good morning
when there is nothing else left but my word's
and even they do not seem to be enough
the only thing left to do
is to simply keep on writing
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 
Faithfully Yours,
 
Lee
 
www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com

​good morning,
just trying to keep it all real, whatever that means. some day it will all come together for me.Until, then this is as good as it gets. I hope you are well.
So it goes. Press on regardless.
faithfully yours,
lee

Sunday, May 24, 2020    
 
words begin 
words end
words always start and stop
just before it starts getting good.
 
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 

Good morning,
I do hope that I will be able to catch up on some sleep and to try to heal up a little bit, now that I am on vacation. Will have to see how all of this goes. I hope that you are well and that I will be hearing form you soon. It's all good.
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 
Faithfully Yours,
 
Lee

Friday, May 22, 2020
 
words 
like money
come way to early
and leave much to quickly
 

Good morning,
Just trying to get through all of this as quickly as I can because because I am more tired then usual and I am just about ready to fall asleep at my laptop, the more it seems that I try to do, the less that I am actually getting done. though working 48 hours a week for the past four or more weeks is not helping the case as far as trying to keep up all of the day to day writing that I have to do. I have told my boss that I would gladly come in and get my check every week but he said something about having to come in and actually work for it. Gee, who would have thought?
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 
Faithfully Yours,
 
Lee
 
www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com

good morning,
 
getting a late start on this stuff just might help me to get to the point faster, which at the moment seems that I have forgotten how to type. which might be a good thing given the way that my life has been going just might b a good thing. I hope that you are well and that I will be hearing from you soon.
 
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 
Faithfully Yours,
 
Lee

Wednesday, May 20, 2020
 
old songs old memories
covers of older songs
even older memories
I wonder how that works

Sunday, may 3, 2020
 
most of the time
the harder that we try to please others
the fewer that are going to like it
so in the end,
the best thing to do
is to simply try to please those that are important to you 
the rest are simply going to have to try and understand

Good morning,
 
There comes a time ion our lives when we have to let go of the opinions of most people, even if these opinions are meant with the best of intentions. I know a lot of people, and the number of people whose opinion really matters to me number less than ten. I guess that I am doing pretty good on that score.
 
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 
Faithfully Yours,
 
Lee
 
www.silentscreamsandothermusings.com

​Sunday, April 26, 2020
 
Life

Love

and the beginning of wisdom
trying to be true to myself
and hoping to be loved by others
it all means something
but it often takes years to try and figure it all out
the best and the worst of times
laughter seems to be always just out of reach,
but it is out there somewhere
to be search for
lived for

and talked about
the rest of it doesn't really matter
 

good morning,
 
there are times in my life when I really start to think that I just might be setting myself up for trouble or have I simply reached that point in my life when I just stopped caring and am simply going through the motions. either way it just seems that either way that it is something that is simply not good.
in the meantime I have to keep on doing what I am doing because I have had the misfortune  of being born good looking instead of rich. I think that in my next life I will be born rich instead of so good looking. yet again who wants tom come through again,
 
So it goes. Press on regardless.
 
Faithfully Yours,
 
Lee

Sunday, April 18, 2020

there are times 
when the only thing that I can do
is just breath
knowing that tomorrow will 
be a better day
if God wills it