there are times when I still wonder why it is that I do this whole email thing. well, the one thing that I am sure of is that this interests me more than what of the things that I know other people are doing, yet again, I am not other people, so it all works out. in the meantime, I am not other people, so in the end, it all works out, because the vast majority of people that I have met over the course of my life I would rather not be them and I am sure that they feel the same way about me so it all works out. so it goes. press on regardless.